Watched Interstellar and in deserved hyperbed thoughts contrived from pride, excitement, anticipation and sorta IPA I looked into who I am, will be and could be for that little girl. There is no greater feeling in my world than now, Luciana passed the ***out gone a quarter into the movie carrying that sweet baby. 36 weeks. It's all you ladies, in indebted gratitude for what you do to make a relationship a family. To be completely in love with not one but two beautiful beautiful girls. She creates a sentiment that I'm just beginning to feel, only now becoming real. Real for me is so unlike real for Luciana, the belly the aches the patience the stress.
I saw her face for the first time yesterday yawning and stretching a little pig nose that rises up starring you in the face. Luciana so defensive when I oink at her but Emilia Clare shall be the prettiest piglet. Mama's getting more tired, not wanting to finish revising her dissertation which she recently defended and is a DOCTOR now...Dr. Prestes but feel free to call her Dr. Sanders. She has fulfilled her dream and what will come next! Life growing fast.
The blog intermittent as it will be from now until Emilia is somewhere around three. I will abide and IPAs confide the story of family of love. Soon the poopy diapers, the crying and sleep deprivation will draw out a new life and mood in the blog. Lu's momma coming for a couple weeks to reprieve, then Bia's momma coming for months on end so help on the way. For now though nothing better than knowing that in just a few short weeks I'll be a daddy and we'll have our little girl.
